heyyy!
I'm just doin' fine here lol.
how but you guys dear reader?
ssup.
i don't know how many month passed i didn't update my blog lol.
here the story goes.
there was a guy that i really admire.
i don't want to mention his name here but my course mate know him.
his not from my college btw.
we chat started early at this month not so early la but ya.
he told me about his life.
i know it was so fast to be like-ing someone
but
i don't know he just not like the other guys lol.
it not like i forget Rick at all but I'm on my way looking forward.
i put my hope high too high for my crush.
because he just giving me hope.
he call me rarely but we always having a deep conversation.
i was too happy.
i forget about what broken feel.
until one day.
he ask me about my friend.
his question make my hope broke.
i was thought the last broken will end
but it being added again.
it been 8 month i didn't feel in love.
but who i loved is in love with someone else.
where my heartless gone?
where was it?
why should i feel the love?
why cant it just go away!
i was think to stop having a conversation with him.
i should.
to make my feeling gone.
'' Doesn't mean you love someone, you should to be with them''
